Moody..

At first..
i am not really care and got think about this things..
maybe force myself to forgot it..
But i really don't like to mention it..
i will feel upset when talking about this thing..

i don't know why i can't really forgot and ignore..
i know i am still care..and still mind..
maybe really get hurt about this..

would like to full my schedule to make myself busy..
like that only i didn't have any time to think and cranky..
don't know how to describe my feeling right mow..
disappointed? sad?
i don't know...

Please get out of my mind..
i want to live well..
i don't want depression at all..
life are still going..
but what i am doing?? no sense..

felt difficult when calling up yours name..
feel awkward..feel uneasy..
seriously the situation already change..
even that can go back..but the feeling already gone..
i am just a stranger..
maybe just nothing for u all..

A ****** night............